11/19 12:35 Sanae

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I\’ve been cold since last night\’s rain.

I still have an old injury from a bump on the head and stitches from childhood.

Even now, I still feel the pressure of low pressure

I was still suffering from the invisible pressure of low pressure….

Last night was such a melancholy night

I dropped in at a certain bar

I was enjoying a drink.

I was drinking

Salty Dog

I was feeling sad, even though there are so many things I want to do…

I was feeling somewhat sad…

Then an old man

He called out to me lightly.

He said, \”Ojou-chan, do you know the origin of that alcohol?

Do you know the origin of that alcohol?

What the hell, that\’s disgusting…

At least let me wallow in my sorrow at a time like this.

There is pleasure to be had by embracing these feelings.

I get pleasure from this feeling…

You don\’t understand that..!

To be honest, I was

I was irritated inside.

I said two words to him,

\”Salty dog\” means…

\”Salty dog means salty bitch.

\”Drink that stuff alone.

I pity her….

\”I don\’t care what happens to you, do you?

He laughed at me in such a degrading way.

I was so, so, so embarrassed.

I was so embarrassed, I didn\’t know where to hide it.

I didn\’t know where to hide it.

I ran out of the store in a panic….

Suddenly, I was like a lamb thrown out on the street.

I felt like a lamb thrown out on the street! I had no strength,

Also

I was also strangely fearful for some reason.

For a while, I just wandered around the city

I wandered around the city

And then I realized

This strange feeling of fear

I realized that I had been trained by a stranger

I had been trained by a total stranger.

It was

similar to the frustration of having one\’s virginity

Like a virgin taken away from me without a second thought.

How pitiful…

Really…

I couldn\’t forgive myself

On the way home and even after arriving home

I spent the night stunned and dumbfounded.

Pity is something that comes

comes suddenly

and passes away in a mischievous way.

Sanae Toda