Sanae D-cup｜T160｜B85｜W56｜H86
I\'ve been cold since last night\'s rain.
I still have an old injury from a bump on the head and stitches from childhood.
Even now, I still feel the pressure of low pressure
I was still suffering from the invisible pressure of low pressure….
Last night was such a melancholy night
I dropped out at a certain bar
I was enjoying a drink.
I was drinking
Salty Dog
I was feeling sad, even though there are so many things I want to do…
I felt somewhat sad…
Then an old man
He called out to me lightly.
He said, \”Ojou-chan, do you know the origin of that alcohol?
Do you know the origin of that alcohol?
What the hell, that\'s disgusting…
At least let me wallow in my sorrow at a time like this.
There is pleasure to be had by embracing these feelings.
I get pleasure from this feeling…
You don\'t understand that..!
To be honest, I was
I was irritated inside.
I said two words to him,
\"Salty dog\" means...
\”Salty dog means salty bitch.
\”Drink that stuff alone.
I pity her….
\”I don\'t care what happens to you, do you?
He laughed at me in such a degrading way.
I was so, so, so embarrassed.
I was so embarrassed, I didn\'t know where to hide it.
I didn\'t know where to hide it.
I ran out of the store in a panic….
Suddenly, I was like a lamb thrown out on the street.
I felt like a lamb thrown out on the street! I had no strength,
Also
I was also strangely fearful for some reason.
For a while, I just wandered around the city
I wandered around the city
And then I realized
This strange feeling of fear
I realized that I had been trained by a stranger
I had been trained by a total stranger.
It was
similar to the frustration of having one\'s virginity
Like a virgin taken away from me without a second thought.
How pitiful…
Really…
I couldn't forgive myself
On the way home and even after arriving home
I spent the night stunned and dumbfounded.
Pity is something that comes
comes suddenly
and passes away in a mischievous way.
Sanae Toda
